I hate that we aren't together.
everything about this is about you. thats good that you’re doing it for yourself, so ill stop pushing anything. but, if you look at what you did today and put yourself in my shoes, that shit hurts. i was asking if i promised you things would get better, would you be with me. thats all, you gave me that annoyed tone, clicked your tongue at me and gave a little attitude. i asked, can you look...
Guys get hurt too.
danielbarao: “Girls are the ones who always gets hurt..” blah blah blah. Ever thought of how a guy feels? They’re hurting too but they choose to hide it. You know, not every guy is the same and not every guy in the world will treat you wrong. What happened to caring about their feelings?
Those songs that reflect your current situation.
if you have a bf/gf, you arent suppose to like someone’s (especially a different sex) status for a rate.
I hope you realized how much i tried.
ohhibrandon: Okay, I know it was obvious that I did that. I’m sorry. I don’t know what I’m doing anymore. I can never change. I don’t know how to let go.
l0ve-kellie: I’m tired of caring. I’m tired of getting hurt. I’m tired of being a pushover. I’m tired of having people who don’t know me judge me. I’m tired of people. I’m tired of feelings. I’m tired of being tired.
You'd be surprised about how many times I thought...
We went from, "Hey" to "Hey babe" to "Who is...
if you asked me why i like you,
m-sizzle: i wouldnt have an exact answer, because to be honest, there isnt a real reason why i do. theres just something about you. your personality, the way you smile, or your humor. something about you catches my attention & draws me near you. but obviously. i have no chance. not good enough, i`m never good enough.
I don't know how I feel right now.
ouhvuu: It’s hard for me to tell the difference from being happy or depressed nowadays. I’ve been depressed for so long, I can’t tell if I’m just happy or too used to the feeling to even judge. But I’m just going to keep telling myself everything’s going to be okay, even though I know it’s just another lie.
m-4riah: Squeezing my pillow to my chest right now, just trying to push all these memories and feelings back. I don’t want to think about it or talk about it, i wish i could forget everything. I wish people were different, I wish so much..
i wanna delete my tumblrrrrrr
i guess the old depressed me is back. lol.
k cool. go fuck yourself.. er myself? lol
I feel my body is giving up on me. My immune system; I just feel sick as fuck. I haven’t been sick in a while, until now… I have had a headache for a few days now, and my entire body has been numb all week… I guess im slowly giving up..
The little things you used to do...
Why has it stopped?… Meh.
i am starting to ask myself, why? why do i keep trying to get back together when i know you’re just not gonna say no. like, why am i the one having to wait for you? ive always been the one waiting. i promised you things would change starting today, but you still rejected me. i stayed up trying to do things i used to do when we first started talking, cause i wanted to show you that the old me...
is this happening all over again? i hope not.
sadly, every love story has to come to an end. even ours.
how am i feeling?
i just feel numb all over. i just dont know how to feel anymore. i love you so much, but yet, i feel like you’d be better off without me. whenever you say you love me, i now question whether you really do. as much as it hurts me, not being with you will drive me insane. being together will help us fix our problems, shit, it would fix one of yours. i told you i was gonna help us get better....
out of all people, i didnt think you would be the one i would tell people that i used to call you mine.
We are just going downhill from here
Idk why this is making me jealous/mad/upset. lol. gonna sleep it off
I’m going to be working out, eating wealthy and gonna start running. I’m gonna try to do football since its my last year of highschool next year. People already doubt me joining because I’m small and not buff or bulky like the other players. But it’s fine, I’m going to over come all of their bullshit towards me and work for that goal.
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I’ve always wanted to record myself singing, but im always afraid of listening to it, or letting someone else listen to it and the reaction im scared to get back is “dude, you suck” or something like that… eh.
errrahkeysha: The reason I don’t open up to you all the time is because you always seem to get mad a me. I’m scared to let myself out to you when you never take my side of the story smoothly. You just think I’m unappreciative. When I’m not. I appreciate everything everyone does for me and I try to prove that by my actions towards those certain people. And the thing is, I open up to you more than...
errrahkeysha: Why am I so called “rude” to everyone? I’m insecure. I’m put down. I’m alone. I can’t say that there’s one day with complete happiness in my life. There just really isn’t. I don’t blame anyone but myself for it. I screw up, I say things I shouldn’t. I make bad choices. I’m not good enough. I’m not smart enough. The list is just basically endless. I don’t really have...
stand up yourself.
dont let those faggots run over you and agree and go along with them.
awkward moment when you try to vent and the person doesnt realize you are trying to vent…….